The Shame

I know he's only human, but how bad could he screw up?

He carried a bucket of shame like he was about to throw up.

Of course he was about to blow up, what with the hatred and pressure.

He left home feeling crappy and came back feeling crappier.

He tried to get happier, but came to no avail.

He wished he owned a boat; that way he could sail.

Out to the open, where nobody can own him like pet.

So he gave up on happiness. He thought he'd lost to regret.

He felt he wasn't a man, for reasons even he couldn't get.

Then one day he had it and thought he was gonna explode.

But these were his inner thoughts, so rather he was gonna implode.

He listened to Beautiful Lasers 'cause that's just how he felt.

But what was supposed to comfort him just made him melt.

Whatever stress he felt two minutes ago now was tripled.

He couldn't even move now, he never felt so crippled.

Every second that passed by him had never felt so long.

Everything he had been feeling until this point was just wrong.

He needed a new mind state, and that's when it hit him.

"I need to listen to some words of God", and to words of God he then listened.

What he heard broke him down; the tears started to flow

from his eyes like a river. There was no end to the blows

that these words gave, but the pain is exactly why he arose

more stable than he had ever been; a feeling truly amazing.

Somewhat like what Nicki Minaj said, for he was truly blazin.