Where I'm At

I feel an arm on my back and it’s you

Tryna hold me back and stop me from doing what I do

We’ve been together four whole years and they’ve been prude

You kept me here with these sad stories of what you’ve been through

You always want my sympathy and to always cater to you

But it has come clear to me, you put me in a fallacy

And now I’m wising up, slap myself into reality,

I just took the red pill, you’re still stuck up in the Matrix

Thinking that I’ll just bend for you as if I’m a double helix.

I wish the worst of luck for you: a cat blacker than Felix

If you made the song of my life, I’ll just make a remix

Or better yet, change the beat, change the lyrics. Just change the song

I wonder how long it takes for you to find out that you were wrong.

How many times I hit the brakes for you only to skid to a demise long?

How long you say? Try almost nineteen years

I grew up a scared kid but now I’m facing my fears

And I’m wiping my tears, theres no time to be upset

Over a whore such as yourself, try lifting the set

Of weights you made me hold.

Like high-top fades I’m getting old

And I’m sick of your hold, making me endlessly derailed

You told me to stay and that you’d always make me prevail

But when I got a test, what’d you do to me: You failed

Put an F on my page when I gave it my all

But now I’m heeding the call. I guess now I’m getting wiser

Wheres Ali and Jalal? A sit with them would straight be fire

They’re better company than you, and they always had my back

You were Timberlake from afar but now I see you’re bringing sexy-whack

I’ve never seen a bigger liar, always talking behind my back

Saying I don’t belong and to go back where I came from

Saying if you could make it happen a noose is what I’d hang from

So keep up your corruption, wait till you see a new attack

And If I’ll care enough to even come and help and bandage that

You said that you were thin and hungry,

But I can see you’re looking fat

Keep calling my name but as a new man I’ll reply “Who is that?”

Definitely Not Lost

Just because I'm losing doesn't mean I'm lost

I'll get my Maybach Music, I'll be full as Rick Ross

I'll B.M.F. in 2 ways, look at Ross and Carrera Lu

Build minds and blow money, that's what I'll do

If a picture's worth a thousand then a smile's worth a million

If my thought is worth a penny, then I have become a trillion-

aire. I keep my hands raised to reach it

Theres a purpose in our smiles and I'm just trying to teach it

Not trying to bleach it, I wanna paint the world colors

I'm trying to paint a mural saying we're all brothers

But you don't seem to care, you're just keen and able (Cain and Abel)

Kill eachother for women, money, and bound for failure

We shaving ourselves thin; We're Gillette's new razor

But there's pain in your heart that leads to your behavior

Get past it and go from dull to being full of flavor

Flip the "M" in Mild, go Wild, and be your own savior!